Friday, July 6, 2012

Random News

This blog should be entitled "Random news."

1. A woman from Albuquerque, NM has tried to sell her soul on Ebay. In the past people have sold the strangest things, and gotten bids on the strangest things! Sadly, so far no one has made a bid. Does the woman send a plaque or something? "MY SOUL!"
2. Something about a zombie theme park. I didn't even click to read because this zombie stuff is getting out of hand. There are no such things as zombies. Maybe ghosts - to an extent - but that is a different blog. It's too much when people are making a spectacle of themselves. You all look ridiculous, I hope you know! Just because someone smoked some bath salts and ate a face off, doesn't give you the right to dress up and make fun of him. You remember what happened to him? Yeah, he died. 
3. Casey Anthony surfaced in Ohio this past weekend. Why hasn't she dropped off the face of the earth? Why hasn't someone killed and buried her body yet? Oh well. Soon! 
4. Justin Bieber and major hottie Selena Gomez may be having trouble in paradise. I didn't know we were caring that much. I hope she dumps his pretty boy ass. She hot - she deserves much better ass! 
5. Britney Spears is still hot. Who woulda known. I would have. Money can buy a body to kill. And she owns it, bitch. After all; It's Britney Bitch. 

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Casey Anthony - Still a POS

More "news" is creating it'self from Mr. Baez's book about his client; Casey Anthony. 

"Presumed Guilty, Casey Anthony: The Inside Story." Is the name of the attorneys book.

My only question: 

When do innocent people start Googleing things about suffocation and suicide? 

The day little Caylee went missing, "someone" in the house web searched for some not so good stuff on the home computer.. 

Because that's what I do when my child goes missing: 
I Google suffocation and suicide. 
I don't call the police. 
I don't search for the child. 
No, I search chloroform on the internet. 


I'd really like to question the sanity of the jury that found this okay. Like really? Are you that stupid? We just going to overlook that fact? Does the "system" not realize it has been duped, in a huge major way, by some stupid girl? She LIED to you. Yes, you guys figured out she lied. She lied to cover up a MURDER.

Now, I'm not going to lie. We are all nosy people. We are all a bit weird.  Granted, I have never searched for suicide, chloroform or "fool proof suffocation", but I have searched for some weird stuff on Google.

But, alas, there is a major difference between "Fool Proof Suffocation", "Suicide",  "Castle interior" and "Kasey Kahne Shirtless." 

So, here I sit again. As the details of this story continue to roll out of the woodwork's. Still amazes me how all this has played out. A family has covered up the murder of a little girl.  

I guess us as a justice system are used to that. The "Penn State" family covered up boys molestation's! Why not cover up the murder of a little girl too? 


 

Quick Update

Just a quick update for my 3 whole blog readers! Okay okay, all 4 of you! All four of you are so special, I wanted my readers to know that. Not you number 5, just 1-4. Don't ever get confused. 


Had a wonderful and fantastic 4th of July. We swam, Skyleigh wore her new cute 4th outfit, and I snacked all day and ate lots of hot dogs. I'm not a hamburger fan. I also made a "confetti" cake, but It didn't turn out the way I had planned it to. 


I have been sick these past few days. Horrible cough, I fear I may cough up a lung one of these times! I feel better now! A few days ago I came up to work and worked a few hours. I kept feeling hot and cold, then super hot. Then I couldn't breathe. It was not fun! 


My phone has been turned off :( I have to pay my bill tomorrow. I forgot all about it! Haha. Normally they send me this stupid text (With my Metro Piece of Shit phone), but I must have deleted it or something. Oh well! Just one more day without service. So glad I spent 4.99 on TweetCasterPro so that I can use it when my phone is off! It took the "4g" away as well, but when it does connect to the internet - I still get the internet! That's all I care about! :D 


Very short update. 


It's hot in Texas ya'll! 



Pay Pal Part Deux

So, the gentleman that bought my laptop has been e-mailing with me back and forth these past few days. I went two days without any word from him (or any money deposited into my PP Account)


I sent him an angry angry e-mail and he wrote me back after about a day of no response and apologized for the delay. He said PayPal made the mistake, and that the money would be in my account in 48 hours. It's been 24, and still no sign of anything. I have one more day for this man and this company. 


I'm not getting too worked up about it, if the money hits then it hits. If it doesn't hit, then I'll be getting back in touch with the police! 


Sucks that this is my first (and only) PayPal experience. It has been a horrible experience! If the money does actually go into my account, I bet it will take 4 weeks for them to get it into my bank account. I made this account so I could "easily" sell my laptop, and the selling part was fantastic. Sold it quickly - made the mistake of being a "first timer" and believing some dude I don't know on the internet when he will "talk me through it." 


And PayPal. Their customer service is a joke - asking me to forward the e-mails to them? And they'll get back with me in up to 3 days! It's technically day 3, and hey guess what. NOTHING. No e-mails, no links, no clicky things. Nothing. It's a joke. Oh, but I can talk to an automated machine (Chat with "Susan" or whatever her stupid name is); who is no help at all. Anything I try to "search" it asks me for the transaction number - which is fake. Or has an extra number or letter. 


It's very frustrating that/when bad things always happen to me! 


I will update you once the actual money hits! JOSE in Tennessee has my laptop, - and I'm still waiting for my money "Oh so handy PAY PAL!"

Monday, July 2, 2012

Love.

Random Love Blog;






Love. Such a simple word. Four letters. 


I love you.


Love is a funny thing. So many definitions of the word; yet it all comes down to one thing. 


Love is a feeling. A desire. A smile. A want. It can be anything! 


My sense of love might be a little more obscure than other peoples. 


I have never been in love before. Sure I love my parents, and I love my daughter, but I have never been IN LOVE. I have made myself believe I was in love with someone, and he fooled me pretty good good. 


The one person I love, I can not give up on. I can't let go. I don't know why it is so hard to move on, but it seems impossible. Other ex-boyfriends I have been able to get over. But you? You are still there, in the back of my mind. Everyday. For the past 6 years. 


Funny how you can think about someone daily, numerous times a day. Funny how you brain can work things around and make you think otherwise. Funny how the person I love, lives 8 hours away. 


The man I love does not love me


It's very hard to accept that fact. Why doesn't he love me? Why won't he love me? He used to love me... Etc. Many questions can be asked, and many hours can be lost thinking about it. 


Bottom line, in my case, is we live to far away. Two different states. We have wanted to do a long-distance thing, but it's harder than I ever imagined to do that. All I can sit here and do is get insainly jealous when some girl pits pictures on Facebook of you. 


That used to be me. I used to do that. And now you move from me to her. 


You love someone else. 


(No, my dear. You love her because she is there. She is closer.)


I may have messed up the one relationship I really wanted. The one I would have worked for. 


Scratch that. I know I have messed it up. But people forgive, and move on.


I knew the second you stopped caring that it was over. 


Does it not matter to you that I would pack up everything I own and move out there? It's obvious you are not going to take the step and come here. Oh well, you'd have to actually care about me first. You'd have to take me seriously.


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I find it so hard to wrap myself around the fact that there is someone out there who actually wants to be with me. With little ole me. I know someone can make me happy, and bla blah, but to look at a guy and picture myself with him FOREVER? I don't see it. I'm almost 30. 


I picture my wedding in my head. I smile at my future husband standing up at the alter. I can never see his face. 


I wish it was your face. 


Everyday. Everytime.


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I wish I could call you anytime I wanted. 


I wish I could just feel wanted. 


I wish I could know what love feels like. 


I wish I could get married.


I wish I could get over you.


I wish I could meet a guy who likes ME. Not just what he can "get out of me."


I wish I had you. 


My wish will never come true.





Celebrity Update: Weekend Edition

I hope everyone had a great weekend! 


Just wanted to update everyone on a few things that happened! 


1. Johnny Depp is now single. He and Vanessa Paradis have split after 14 years. Boo hoo, I'll console you Johnny, I'll console you! 
2. Not a big Madonna fan, but her beautiful "I'm-Really-12-but-look-30" daughter Lourdes sported her mom's infamous "cone bra". Not sure why this is news worthy, I mean it's just a fashion statement. 
3. Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes and divorcing. Well, let's give them a round of applause. They made it longer than I thought they were going to make it! The (ex) couple have one daughter, Suri, Katie's mini-me. 
4. Dixie Chicks Emily Robison and other are expecting their 4th child. Congrats on your wonderful news lady we haven't heard a single from in like 7 years. 
5. John Edwards and his mistress are no longer a couple. But, their table for two was reserved in hell already! 
6. Ann Curry is leaving the Today show. Bigger question: Ann Curry was on the Today show?
7. Molly Sims has welcomed a baby boy! Name has not been released. Let's hope it's a normal name and not something cookie. 


That's it for now :D 

Saturday, June 30, 2012

PayPal Scammed!

Well, bad news Jesskuh Blog readers: 


I am a moron and got scammed through PayPal. Yes, it is true.


Also, funny fact, keep in mind: this was a "my first time" using PayPal. Yeah, that's what I get for thinking people are nice and helpful. He said he would walk me through the process!!! Walked me through the process of getting scammed! 


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I advertised my laptop on Craigslist: Dallas/Fort Worth, and got a bite the next day. The guy asked if that was my firm price for selling, and I said yes. He had also asked what was wrong with my laptop. Read my previous blog to find out about that.


We chatted about what was wrong with the laptop a few times, back and forth, "David" seemed to have pretty good English. I didn't think I was being scammed. I told him I DID have a Paypal account/address but I never used it. As I said above, he said he would be happy to walk me through the process of being paid through PayPal. I was using a different e-mail from my actual PayPal used e-mail address, so I gave him my e-mail and he said he was going to transfer me the money. He said he talked with Customer Care. I got all the e-mails he spoke about, kinda a few more. 


So, being the nice person I am, I went out once I received my "PayPal e-mails of it's coming in 72 hours" and mailed the laptop off to him. It wasn't to Nigeria, which is another reason I didn't suspect it right away. 


68 bucks down the drain. So, I've spent 600 bucks on a laptop, and 68 bucks on the shipping, and gotten ? 


They sent me a "Your shipping label number is verified" e-mail, and then another e-mail stating the money will be in your account in 24 hours. Well, it's been 48 hours since then, and: Nothing.


I noticed the difference of the two e-mail names (^^ and actual ones from PP about changing e-mail addys) and noticed that it came from a non paypal address way after the fact. I then started clicking around and searching in Google, and have discovered: I have been scammed. 


I just know, because I *sarcasm* have the BEST LUCK ever that I will never get my money back. I'll never get my laptop. I just want a damn working laptop, thats the only reason I turned to the web. It really pisses me off. 


I know I'm stupid, but I thought I was being nice. Thought he was being nice! 


I am so stupid. I'm mad at myself for being so stupid. 


Screw you PayPal. I lost a LAPTOP a non working, but still DAMN GOOD laptop! 


See what happens? UGH URRGG






*screams*

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Voting

So, Obamacare has passed. I suppose this is the time when the USA implodes upon it's self. It's funny how a system, America, one of the greatest in the world is doing this.


In college I was taught to be proud of what we had created (us as "America"), because we have been able to do it in less than 300 years. China and GB and the UK have been at this for much longer.


While I am not proud that I am being forced to buy into a tax sceme, I am very proud of the fact that I live in America.


A big argument these days is voting.


Now, first I'd like to point out that registering to vote, and actually voting are two totally different things. 


I am a registered voter. I vote, if needed. I have not voted in a few years.


Now, before I had to move back in with my mommy, I had my own apartment. I was attempting to better my life by myself with my child. It is too expensive to live by myself; lesson learned. 


I applied for WIC (Women, Infants, and Children), and also Food Stamps. I was able to get both. I can no longer get these because I make too much money. (I dont see how, she said it's only like 100 above what your supposed to get) but bottom line when I went back in once I had the child support "figured out" (Still was not receiving it, but it was "set up", I wasn't allowed to get Food Stamps anymore because of the 67 bucks a week I was SUPPOSED to be getting.  


So, I stick with my WIC. 


Every time I go into WIC to renew my benefits, he would always ask me if I was registered to vote. Of course, I am, so I always answered yes. This was not documented for my next visit, because he asked me every time. Can you get kicked off the voters registration list? LOL. I'd have to sign my name on the "I can vote" line, and signing that I did not need to register. 


So, Ms. Mexican Mamacita can come in, not know a lick of English, apply for benefits (Because they have the application in Spanish available as well), and feed her 4 kids? But I can't feed one? Really? REALLY AMERICA?! 


I have waited in that waiting room with people i was SURE were illegally here. Where are their papers? Do we check those? Or do we just care if they can vote or not? We cater to them, learning Spanish and basically giving them our hand-me-downs.


Now, once voting day does come, that is when we find out who the actual voters are. I can be a "voter" and not vote. I'd like to know what happens to the WIC people who are not voters, and do not want to sign up to vote. Are they kicked out of the program? Are they added to another list that does not get documented too? Or do we all paint on these papers and hang them up and stare at them>


It's just frustrating to be turned down for something, when other people around me are getting it as well? If that makes sense? I know it's complaining but it's very silly the strategy that is doing all this. America, are we not going to talk about the man that goes into the Gas Station and buys 300 bucks of nothing on his Food Stamp card, only to get the cash handed to him? I bet you 300 more dollars that money is NOT buying food. And here I am almost starving, while you are also giving away free cell phones. 


If we are going to raise taxes, shouldn't we take away some of the things we already have in place? Granted, I have not (nor will I) read the page by page declaration from this idiot, but I do know that in a year I plan to buy a car. I am almost convinced myself that I will not get this car now. 


So, what do the elders of America say? Go out and vote. Go out and change something. Because, "Your vote matters." 


Well that's all nice and sweet that you say that, but I think you are full of shit. 


I personally think the next President of the USA has already been decided. 


I dont like any of the candidates, they are all placed and "offered" to us by the media. They are just the face of america. 


When do I get to vote to get new Congress? Where is that vote? That vote will never happen. 


So, thank you to Obama for ruining my financial life. I work two jobs to try and save money and now I have to pay even more!


Once we get a handle on the immigrants I'm sure things will settle down. But he has other things on his plate.


Like the fact that someone told me there is a "wall" between Mexico and Texas and that no on, and I quote, "Can walk across."


Wrong.


My college history teacher did a VIDEO of him and three friends going to Mexico and walking back across the border. I had to sit through three days of this video, don't tell me there is a fucking wall. When they are neck high in water, don't tell me there is a wall.


In case you were wondering, they did make it America.


So yeah, I guess America has this allllllll figured out.

4th Of July Party Ideas

The 4th Of July is right around the corner, and if you are like me you like to decorate. 


We have a pool and normally host a huge pool party every year, but sadly haven't heard anything about it this year yet. 


Most of these pictures I found off Pinterest, and none of them are mine. Your local Craft store, Joanne's Fabrics or even Wal-Mart has all of the supplies you will need for anything down here. Most are easy and I doubt would take long at all! 


First party idea comes from everyone's favorite: Strawberries! 
Obviously step one is get some strawberries. Other ingredients include white chocolate and blue sprinkles. Great for a snack at your 4th festivities! 


Cute little ring for kids? Easy to make! 
Here is a neat idea to get the kids involved before they run around like ! Red and Blue paint and something everyone has, hand prints! Footprints! Fun! Make one for Grandma, or maybe an Christmas Present (to save for Christmas of course!)


This was a cute decoration idea I wish I had thought of! Great for Memorial Day, and of course the 4th Of July. Red beans, white beans, and blue beans. I can't think of any beans that are blue off the top of my head, but I'm sure you can shop around. They do make see through bags, also check your local craft store! Coffee beans might be an idea as well! Or even M&M's! 

A neat drink topper idea! Blueberry, and raspberries! Even white marshmallows (I'm sure they have star shaped marshmallows somewhere!)


I love flags. Let's not forget to show that your plants love America too! It is America's Birthday after all! 


Near idea I found! Pretzel sticks (my childs favorite) dipped in chocolate, then different sprinkles colors. 
Neat ice cream idea! 



A few cup-cake decoration ideas. 
Rice Krispie treats, dipped in chocolate. Red or Blue ribbon tied at the top. 

I used to make one of these cakes every year. Well I think I made one one time, and attempted for year two. My family is full of creative minds, and so my cake never looks as good as the others did.


These shoes are awesome. I want a pair please.
Star shaped cut outs into watermelon! Seriously, I would have never thought of it! Brilliant! 
 Got loads of little toothpick flags? A wreath "base" is/are cheap at your local garden store! Great idea! 


Happy 4th of July everyone. 

This time of the year really means something to me. I love America. I know people that have died in wars, and taken their own life as a result of this pointless war. I know military men and women who bust their ass everyday. It is time to say Happy Birthday to Mrs. America herself, not some blonde plastic barbie doll! It is a very hard time (especially the day before) for me, because in many ways "America's" government system has failed my military friends. 

So Happy Early Birthday to Mrs. America! 






Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Celebrity Update of the Day

June 27, 2012.


1. Hota Kotb is apparently a front runner to replace Ann on the 'Today' Show. I'm not so sure what to think about that, I really like Hoda and Kathy Lee. Why not give KL the raise? She too good for Today? Hoda has a great stage presence, and a great reading voice/ telelpromper skills, and she is pretty funny. I'm more so laughing AT her, than WITH her, but I guess she will take what she can get. NBC isn't lacking in the money department, they seem to be lacking in the funny department. It doesn't take much to read some lines off a teleprompter. I think they should branch out and get someone brand new to replace Ann with!


2. Big Ben, the huge tower in London is being renamed after the Queen. To be renamed Elizabeth Tower. I wonder if people are outraged over in London. I'm not happy about it, I mean you learn about BIG BEN in school. Not "Elizabeth Tower". Now I gotta throw in ANOTHER name and stories to teach the kiddo's about? Now I know how angry Dallas was when they wanted to rename that street in Greenville, rename it to Ceasar Chavez Blvd. Let's just keep everything as it is Queen Liz mmk?


3. Gas Prices. I type in the date and "celebrity info" and lower gas prices come up? Gas prices are back around 3.00 Dont freak out, in case yall havent forgotten 4th of July is right around the corner. Just in time for Obama to parade around that he can up the gas prices by 20 cents with the flick of a wrist. I am exstatic that gas prices are finally lowering. Let's have them STAY low.


4. Paula Deen, American's favorite country bumpkin cook has lost 30 pounds. Looks like she finally put down that pie and picked up a healthy cook book! Congrats Paula, you look great. It's time to whip America into shape! 


5. 50 cent is out of the hospital. He needs change for a dollar someone! Anyone